波波小说

第10部分（第1页）

gone。　Well；　Ruby　would　be　around；　but　it　wasn？t　exactly　the　same　between　them　anymore？now

that　she　spent　every　waking　second　with　Piotr。　Vanessa　couldn？t　help　feeling　kind　of　。　。　。　obsolete。

Maybe　it　had　been　a　mistake　to　stay　in　the　city；　but　she？d　wanted　to　study　film　at　NYU　for　as　long

as　she　could　remember；　and　now　she　finally　had　her　chance。　Plus；　she　loved　New　York。　The

trouble　was；　it　was　going　to　be　a　whole　different　city　without　Dan。

The　light　was　taking　forever　to　change；　and　she　could　feel　the　sweat　running　down　the　insides　of

her　legs　and　into　the　black　patent…leather　platform　Mary　Janes　on　her　feet。　As　she　shaded　her　eyes

from　the　glare；　she　suddenly　noticed　Dan　across　the　street；　standing　near　the　carts　of　used　books；

with　Greg。

They　were　talking；　and　then　Dan　opened　his　arms　and　Greg　stepped　into　them；　squeezing　tightly。

Even　from　where　she　was　standing　Vanessa　could　see　that　Dan？s　eyes　were　closed　as　he　hugged

Greg；　his　body　totally　relaxed　in　a　way　she　hadn？t　seen　him　in　ages。　She？d　seen　them　talking　at

his　ing…out　party；　but　Dan　had　looked　so　unfortable　it　had　been　hard　to　believe　they　were

actually　together。　Now　it　was　more　than　obvious　that　they　were　a　happy　couple；　totally　in　love。

Vanessa　turned　around　and　began　walking　quickly　back　down　Broadway；　pulling　a　pair　of

vintage　white　sunglasses　from　her　battered　army　bag　to　cover　her　eyes？which　were　rapidly　filling

with　tears。　The　poem　had　been　one　thing？after　all；　Dan？s　poems　were　always　a　little　strange？but　to

actually　see　him　embrace　another　guy　was　something　else？it　wasreal　。　Had　he　always　been　gay？

How　had　she　never　known？

She　wiped　the　tears　from　under　the　dark　lenses　and　ran　her　hands　over　her　head　the　way　she

always　did　when　she　was　upset。　As　her　fingers　touched　her　prickly　scalp；　she　stopped　dead　in　her

tracks。　The　most　disastrous　thought　of　all　bubbled　up　in　her　brain；　and　before　she　could　stop　it；　it

spilled　out。　Did　Dan　only　go　out　with　her　in　the　first　place　because　of　her　shaved　head？　Was　it

possible　that　he　only　liked　her　hair　because　it　made　her　look　。　。　。manly？

Vanessa　suddenly　felt　like　she　was　going　to　be　sick　all　over　the　corner　of　Eleventh　and　Broadway。

Almost　before　she　knew　what　she　was　doing；　she　grabbed　her　cell　and　began　punching　keys　in

total　panic。　She　needed　to　feel　feminine　and　sexy　immediately；　and　there　was　only　one　person　who

could　really　help　her。

？Helllllooo？？　Blair？s　voice　sounded　like　it　was　trapped　in　a　wind　tunnel　or　something。

？Hey　Blair？it？s　Vanessa。？　There　was　a　pause　in　which　Vanessa　could　hear　the　sound　of　giggling

in　the　background；　and　then　a　loud　whooshing　noise。　？I　need　。　。　。　help。？　Vanessa　took　a　deep　breath；

wondering　why　the　next　words　were　so　hard　for　her　to　say。　？I　need　。　。　。　a　makeover；？　she　blurted

out；　putting　her　index　finger　in　her　mouth　and　gnawing　violently　on　her　nail。

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