Conscience shall hallow all; grant noble aim;
?And firm resolve the paths of vice to shun;
And haply; in reward; Love’s lambent flame
?Through storms of life shall shine; like Earth’s fair sun!
But a few days: and far across the flood;
?To stranger lands with strangers wilt thou roam;
Yet shall not absence loose the bonds of blood;
?Or still the voices of thy distant home。
So; go thy way; my Child! I love thee well:
?How well; no heart but mother’s heart may know —
Yet One loves better; — more than words can tell; —
?Then trust Him; now and evermore; — and go!
Ella Haggard。
July 16; 1875。
I think them beautiful lines。 Moreover they are typical of the writer。
Duty and Faith are words of solemn sound;
Well; duty and faith were the stars by which she guided her own life。
Of our voyage to Africa there is little to be said except that in those days it was long。 On arriving at Cape Town we went to Government House; where we stayed for about a week with Lady Barkly。
Government House is; or was; a large; quaint old place — I have not seen it from that day to this — which had the reputation of being haunted by a certain Grey Lady who had lived there generations before in the old Dutch days。
Since these chapters were written some letters of mind have been found at Bradenham。 From one of these; dealing with my arrival in South Africa; I e passages:
Government House
Cape Town: August 18; 1875。
My dear Father; — You will see from the heading of my letter that I have arrived all safe at Cape Town。 We have not made a very quick passage; nor yet a very slow one。 。 。 。 Among other things we got up a sort of penny reading on board; for which I wrote the Prologue。 I also had a good deal of work to do; getting up all the Langalibalele case and extracting the pith from a mass of blue…books。 It is not easy to get at the truth when it is hedged round by such a mass of contradictory evidence。 However the whole affair is rather interesting; inasmuch as it gives you an idea of the tremendous state of ferment and excitement the Colony was and still is in 。 。 。 。
We arrived here early yesterday morning; expecting to find Sir Gar Wolseley waiting for us; but he has not yet returned from Natal; which is very awkward; as we do not know whether to wait for him or to go on and meet him there。 。 。 。
I am getting on all right; though my position is not an easy one。 I find myself responsible for everything; and everybody es and bothers me。 However it all es in the day’s work。 I don’t know yet if I am private secretary; but I suppose I am as nobody else has appeared。 I make a good many blunders; but still I think I get on very well on the whole。 I expect I shall have a tremendous lot of work at Natal as the Chief told me that he was going to entertain a good deal; and all that will fall on my shoulders in addition to business。 We are very good friends and shall; I think; continue to be so; as he is not a captious or changeable man。 。 。 。 Beaumont; who was secretary to Pine (the late Governor of Natal); puts me up to a lot of things; he is an excessively nice fellow and we are great allies 。 。 。 。
The merchants of Cape Town give a ball tomorrow night to which I am invited。 It will be a good opportunity of studying the Cape Town aristocracy。 I have just returned from calling on the Bishop。 The Barklys have a first…rate four…inhand and we went through a beautiful country; so our drive was a pleasant one。 I like the Bishop very much。 He is a thorough specimen of muscular Christianity。 。 。 。 This continual influx of strangers has a very depressing effect。 There is another big dinner on to…night; and there won’t be a soul I know among them unless Beaumont es; which I devoutly hope he will。 All these new faces that you don’t know make you think of the old ones that you do know。 。 。 。 I hope that you are quite well now; my dear Father; and that you do not miss me as much as I do you。
I remain; with best love to all;
Ever your most affectionate and dutiful son;
H。 Rider Haggard (or “Waggart” as they put my name
in the paper)。
My mother will pity me
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