波波小说>醉一个逍遥大千意思 > 第14章 hanver are追忆似水年华（第1页）
第14章 hanver are追忆似水年华（第1页）
hanoverSquare（追忆似水年华）
canitreallybesixty-twoyearsagothatIfirstsawyou?
Itistrulyalifetime，Iknow。butasIgazeintoyoureyesnow，itseemslikeonlyyesterdaythatIfirstsawyou，inthatsmallcaféinhanoverSquare。
FromthemomentIsawyousmile，asyouopenedthedoorforthatyoungmotherandhernewbornbaby。Iknew。IknewthatIwantedtosharetherestofmylifewithyou。
IstillthinkofhowfoolishImusthavelooked，asIgazedatyou，thatfirsttime。Irememberwatchingyouintently，asyoutookoffyourhatandlooselyshookyourshortdarkhairwithyourfingers。Ifeltmyselfbeingimmersedinyoureverydetail，asyouplacedyourhatonthetableandcuppedyourhandsaroundthehotcupoftea，gentlyblowingthesteamawaywithyourpoutedlips。
Fromthatmoment，everythingseemedtomakeperfectsensetome。thepeopleinthecaféandthebusystreetoutsidealldisappearedintoahazyblur。AllIcouldseewasyou。
AllthroughmylifeIhaverelivedthatveryfirstday。many，manytimesIhavesatandthoughtaboutthatthefirstday，andhowforafewfleetingmomentsIamthere，feelingagainwhatisliketoknowtruelovefortheveryfirsttime。ItpleasesmethatIcanstillhavethosefeelingsnowafterallthoseyears，andIknowIwillalwayshavethemtofortme。
NotevenasIshookandtrembleduncontrollablyinthetrenches，didIforgetyourface。Iwouldsithuddledintothewetmud，terrified，asthehailsofbulletsandmortarscrasheddownaroundme。Iwouldclutchmyrifletightlytomyheart，andthinkagainofthatveryfirstdaywemet。Iwouldcryoutinfear，asthenoiseofwarbeatdownaroundme。but，asIthoughtofyouandsawyousmilingbackatme，everythingaroundmewouldbebeesilent，andIwouldbewithyouagainforafewpreciousmoments，farfromthedeathanddestruction。ItwouldnotbeuntilIopenedmyeyesonceagain，thatIwouldseeandhearthecarnageofthewararoundme。
Icannottellyouhowstrongmyloveforyouwasbackthen，whenIreturnedtoyouonleaveintheSeptember，feelingbattered，bruisedandfragile。weheldeachothersotightIthoughtwewouldburst。IaskedyoutomarrymetheverysamedayandIwhoopedwithjoywhenyoulookeddeepintomyeyesandsaid“yes“tobeingmybride。
I“mlookingatourweddingphotonow，theoneonourdressingtable，nexttoyourjewellerybox。Ithinkofhowyoungandinnocentwewerebackthen。Irememberbeingonthechurchstepsgrinninglikeacheshirecat，whenyousaidhowdashingandhandsomeIlookedinmyuniform。thephotoisoldandfadednow，butwhenIlookatit，Ionlyseethebrightvibrantcolorsofouryouth。Icanstillremembereverydetailoftheprettyweddingdressyourmothermadeforyou，withitsfinedelicatelaceandprettypearls。IfIconcentratehardenough，Icansmellthesweetnessofyourweddingbouquetasyouhelditsoproudlyforeveryonetosee。
Irememberbeingsooverenjoyed，whenayearlater，yougentlyheldmyhandtoyourwaistandwhisperedinmyearthatweweregoingtobeafamily。
Iknowbothourchildrenloveyoudearly;theyareoutsidethedoornow，waiting。
doyourememberhowIpanickedlikeamadmanwhenJonathonwasborn?Icanstillpictureyoulaughingandsmilingatmenow，asIclumsilyheldhimfortheveryfirsttimeinmyarms。Iwatchedasyourlaughterfadedintotears，asIstaredathimandcriedmyowntearsofjoy。
Sarahandtomarrivedthismorningwithlittletessie。canyourememberhowwebothhuggedeachothertightlywhenwesawourtinygranddaughterforthefirsttime?Ican“tbelieveshewillbeeightnextmonth。Iamtryingnottocry，mylove，asItellyouhowbeautifulshelookstodayinherprettydressandredshinyshoes，sheremindsmesomuchofyouthatfirstdaywemet。Shehasherhaircutshortnow，justlikeyourswasallthoseyearsago。whenImetheratthedoorhersmilewrappedaroundmelikeawarmglove，justlikeyoursusedtodo，mydarling。
Iknowyouaretired，mydear，andImustletyougo。butIloveyousomuchithurtstodoso。
Aswegrewoldtogether，Iwouldteaseyouthatyouhadnotchangedsincewefirstmet。butitistrue，mydarling。Idonotseethewrinklesandgreyhairthatotherpeoplesee。whenIlookatyounow，Ionlyseeyoursweettenderlipsandyouthfulsparklingeyesaswesatandhadoutfirstpicnicnexttothatsmallstream，andchasedeachotheraroundthatbigoldoaktree。Irememberwishingthosefirstfewdaystogetherwouldlastforever。doyourememberhowexcitingandwonderfulthosedayswere?
Imustgonow，mydarling。ourchildrenarewaitingoutside。theywanttosaygoodbyetoyou。
Iwipethetearsawayfrommyeyesandbendmyfrailoldlegsdowntothefloor，sothatIcankneelbesideyou。Ileanclosetoyouandtakeholdofyourhandandkissyourtenderlipsfortheverylasttime。
Sleeppeacefullymydear。
Iamsadthatyouhadtoleaveme，butpleasedon“tworry。Iamcontent，knowingIwillbewithyousoon。Iamtoooldandtooemptynowtolivemuchlongerwithoutyou。
Iknowitwon“tbelongbeforewemeetagaininthatsmallcaféinhanoverSquare。
Goodbye，mydarlingwife。
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